[blog dramadramaduck] [What if? Virus Aftermath || Video || Faile

[savior_n_black]

[The feed starts with Ichigo sitting on his bed back in the stark room he's been staying in while with the Vaizards. Dark circles are under his eyes--which are back to their normal brown. He's just silent or a long while, and when he does finally look up at the camera he seems...haunted.]

...Hey.

I know that there's a lot of people pretty much saying the same thing, but...well, after what happened, I--...

...Well, I'm not really sure what there is to say.

[He looks away again, scrubbing a hand over his face.]

Just...I'm alright. And that wasn't me. None of that...I'm not a hollow. Or an arrancar, and I-...I don't...




Damnitt.

[A frustrated sigh.]

If I did, or said something? I didn't mean it. I don't remember a lot of what happened, but...what I do remember isn't me. You know?

So...Rock, Tidus, and jesus, you too Tommy...I'm sorry.

[Then he falls silent, not looking at the camera as he reaches over to shut off the feed.]


[Text || Locked to Ggio : Unhackable ]

I'd really like to talk to you. Um...I think I might have found a way for us to see each other a lot more, though. Please respond?

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((OOC: All replies assumed video unless otherwise marked. I have a mean Cold that's kicking my butt, too, so apologies if I'm slow, and/or incoherent ;3; ))

Comments

[stripping.livejournal.com]

No more bloody video posts?

[savior_n_black]

Uh...n-no. I..um...yeah.

That isn't who I am.

Er...hello; I am Kurosaki Ichigo--Shinigami Representative...who are you, again?

[stripping.livejournal.com]

Good to hear. It was a bit unnerving to see.

Ryudo Issei, monk. We haven't met, although I've heard a bit from Ggio.

[savior_n_black]

[And Ichigo blushes just a little at that; hearing about him from Ggio, that is.]

Yeah...well, it's pretty "unnerving" to watch, now.

[ Try "Nauseating"]

So..you're a friend of Ggio's?

[locked | unhackable]

[ridethetiger]

I'm here. What is it? ...Are you alright?

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[savior_n_black]

[Ichigo wilts a bit in relief at the fact Ggio responded at all. He smiles weakly for you Kitten.]

Hey. Um...I'm sorry for...well, anything I might have said or did and...uh...








D-Did I hurt you?

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[ridethetiger]

No, not at all.

[He gets the same smile in return, though Ggio looks just as tired, sheets wrapped around his form haphazardly.]

You look terrible.

Re: [ video | locked | unhackable]

[savior_n_black]

[It's so quiet that it probably doesn't really pick up, but Ichigo does sigh, and a little more of that worry lifts from his expression.]

Gee, thanks.

Anyway, listen...how would you feel about coming here? To Karakura, I mean.

[8fingerswhiskey.livejournal.com]

You do not have to worry about anything with that thing.

I'm just glad its over.

You okay?

[savior_n_black]

I'm fine.

[ He looks anything but fine. ]

Um...was all that stuff about your daughter just the virus talking?

[8fingerswhiskey.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it was just the virus.

I called her. She's fine... Ignoring me, but fine.

Ya need anything?

[savior_n_black]

Good. Well, not good she's ignoring you, but...yeah. You know what I mean.



Um...I think Langly still wanted to get together for Poker. Are you in for that?

[Come on, we're guys. We just get on with stuff, no matter how much it messes up our psyches in the process, Tommy.]

[zanarkandsboy.livejournal.com]

Don't worry about, okay? I've had worse, and trust me, I knew it wasn't you, so it doesn't matter. I'm just... glad you're okay.

[savior_n_black]

Yeah, but...I dunno. It's...really weird because it's like; if things had gone differently...would that have been me?

[ He pales a little at the thought. ]

[zanarkandsboy.livejournal.com]

Ichigo, you shouldn't worry about! I think that since you're trying to make up for it now, says a lot. I don't think you could ever be that bad anyway, you're not a monster, remember?

[hippie-hacker.livejournal.com]

Glad to see you're okay. Don't worry about what happened. Like I said before, people understand that a virus was responsible.

[savior_n_black]

I know.

...Doesn't change things I said, though. I don't care if it was a virus, it was still things I said, or...or did.

[themixedsky.livejournal.com]

...And what exactly are you going on about?

I tent to avoid the community the first signs of a virus.

[savior_n_black]

Piss off, Xanxus. Now is seriously not the time.

[Locked | Voice forever]

[noirnoshirayuki.livejournal.com]

Ichigo?

It's... it's all right. I knew it wasn't you, I saw it when I tried talking to you.

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[savior_n_black]

How's Byakuya?

[Locked | Voice forever]

[noirnoshirayuki.livejournal.com]

Nii-sama is fine. He'll recover.

[There's a pause, and Rukia hesitates, her voice wavering a small bit. Seeing her sister again after so many years tends to do that.]




Ichigo... I saw her. I saw Hisana.

[h4ck3r-61rl.livejournal.com]

Goddamn Decepticons... [Why does she always miss shit? Seriously mun, stop failing.]

I dunno what happened, Ichigo, but I know you aren't a fucking monster.

[ Video || Locked ] Sorry for late replies, I'm sickly D:

[savior_n_black]

Decepticons?

[Have a frown at the camera, since Ichi will want to be hearing what you've been up to, Maggie.]

It was a virus. And, I know that, logically, it wasn't me...but I can't help thinking in the back of my head...

...What if that is me?





I almost killed him, Maggie. If Rukia hadn't stopped me...I would have killed him.

[ Video || Locked ] is fine <33 hope you are feeling better D:

[h4ck3r-61rl.livejournal.com]

Mmm. Yeah. Nearly got my face blown off over here. Those bastards are getting annoying. [She looks at him innocently. So innocent. Yes. She so is.]

No. It's not you. I've seen you both ways, remember? You're a good person, regardless of what you think about yourself. You almost killed someone, okay, you could have and would have, but you didn't. You were stopped.

You can't dwell on the shoulda coulda wouldas, you know? Can't change shit. Doesn't do to sit here and mope about it.