[blog dramadramaduck] [What if? Virus Aftermath || Video || Faile

[savior_n_black]

[The feed starts with Ichigo sitting on his bed back in the stark room he's been staying in while with the Vaizards. Dark circles are under his eyes--which are back to their normal brown. He's just silent or a long while, and when he does finally look up at the camera he seems...haunted.]

...Hey.

I know that there's a lot of people pretty much saying the same thing, but...well, after what happened, I--...

...Well, I'm not really sure what there is to say.

[He looks away again, scrubbing a hand over his face.]

Just...I'm alright. And that wasn't me. None of that...I'm not a hollow. Or an arrancar, and I-...I don't...




Damnitt.

[A frustrated sigh.]

If I did, or said something? I didn't mean it. I don't remember a lot of what happened, but...what I do remember isn't me. You know?

So...Rock, Tidus, and jesus, you too Tommy...I'm sorry.

[Then he falls silent, not looking at the camera as he reaches over to shut off the feed.]


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I'd really like to talk to you. Um...I think I might have found a way for us to see each other a lot more, though. Please respond?

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((OOC: All replies assumed video unless otherwise marked. I have a mean Cold that's kicking my butt, too, so apologies if I'm slow, and/or incoherent ;3; ))

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[savior_n_black]

That's--!

.....

That's different! You're a systems analyst, not trained for fighting! See? BIG DIFFERENCE!

[Uhh, Ichigo, even your mun thinks you're just digging your hole deeper, here.]

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It's not different! We all had to start somewhere! This isn't new to me anymore, okay? Living here...doing what I do...you do realize that I run the risk every day of them figuring out it's ME that's tracking them?! This isn't news, here!

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Do you realize how hard it is to live in a completely different world, but worry about whether or not you're okay all the time?!

It sucks!

[Ohhhh, he's so irritated it's messing with his reiatsu, which is why you hear that ominous popping, and cracking everywhere; kid is about to shatter a window, and probably his computer.]

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[h4ck3r-61rl.livejournal.com]

...Ichigo, do you realize that I worry about you all the damn time too? Half the time I see you you're beat up and bloody!

[...Oh dear.]

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That's what I do! I have to get stronger because there's a war coming!
You aren't trained for fighting, Maggie! You shouldn't have to do it, and...and...ARGH!!

[This would be Ichigo Hitting the wall next to him. Maggie, you should know by now that his rabid protector complex means he's going to be ridiculously, illogically overprotective.]

You should be safe, goddamnitt!! Isn't there a place you could work that doesn't mean you risk your life all the time?!

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What do you think is going on here?! These 'Cons aren't just here for popsicles and candy! They're here to fucking blow up our sun! They're going to come back!

[She jumps when she hears him hit it, and she just...facepalms.]

I'm sure there is but I'm not giving up my job! I have to help them clean up the base, or relocate and where NEST goes I GO!

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I DON'T CARE! I JUST DON'T WANT ANYMORE OF MY NAKAMA HURT!

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[Uhhh....oops. Yeah, this would be Ichigo blinking at the camera, and pretty shocked by what just flew out of his mouth.
Not care about the freaking sun blowing up? Damn. Way to be a cold-hearted asshole, there, Kurosaki.

He looks down, still angry, but definitely less so.]

Th-That's not what I meant....I...um...I just...






Shit.

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[h4ck3r-61rl.livejournal.com]

...

What, so I'm just supposed to sit back and let these jerks blow up our sun and kill us all? You realize that we would ALL DIE, me, Sam, Mikaela, Arcee, people in this world would ALL DIE! MY home, gone! My life, gone! I don't have much to be happy about but that doesn't mean I want it GONE!

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[savior_n_black]

I know! That wasn't what I meant!!

I don't mean that I don't care if your world dies, I....I just...

[Sulk sulk sulk....damnitt, he's going to have to apologize, isn't he?]

I just don't want anymore of my friends hurt.











....M'sorry.

[Most graceless apology in history, Ichigo.]

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[h4ck3r-61rl.livejournal.com]

... [She's still huffy but...]

It's fine.

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[savior_n_black]

[ Deeeep breath, and he looks up, trying for the smile that she seems to like. That one that makes Maggie hug him whenever he smiles like this for her.]


I'm really sorry, Maggie. I'm just worrying about my friends.
I do care about you, and Mikaela, and Arcee, and everyone else...just...

...Wish that nobody had to deal with the dangerous stuff. That all my friends, and family were safe, and happy...

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[h4ck3r-61rl.livejournal.com]

[Dammit, Ichigo. How is she supposed to be mad now? She jsut wants to hug you, and she can't, and that pisses her off.]


...It's...It's okay. We don't like dealing with it either, but sometimes we don't get to choose on this kind of thing. It just sort of happens.