[blog dramadramaduck] [What if? Virus Aftermath || Video || Faile

[savior_n_black]

[The feed starts with Ichigo sitting on his bed back in the stark room he's been staying in while with the Vaizards. Dark circles are under his eyes--which are back to their normal brown. He's just silent or a long while, and when he does finally look up at the camera he seems...haunted.]

...Hey.

I know that there's a lot of people pretty much saying the same thing, but...well, after what happened, I--...

...Well, I'm not really sure what there is to say.

[He looks away again, scrubbing a hand over his face.]

Just...I'm alright. And that wasn't me. None of that...I'm not a hollow. Or an arrancar, and I-...I don't...




Damnitt.

[A frustrated sigh.]

If I did, or said something? I didn't mean it. I don't remember a lot of what happened, but...what I do remember isn't me. You know?

So...Rock, Tidus, and jesus, you too Tommy...I'm sorry.

[Then he falls silent, not looking at the camera as he reaches over to shut off the feed.]


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I'd really like to talk to you. Um...I think I might have found a way for us to see each other a lot more, though. Please respond?

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((OOC: All replies assumed video unless otherwise marked. I have a mean Cold that's kicking my butt, too, so apologies if I'm slow, and/or incoherent ;3; ))

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[Locked | Voice forever] >:T Still, you should get some rest sometime bb. *sends lovings* <33!

[noirnoshirayuki.livejournal.com]

Nii-sama can be demanding, but- he didn't say anything about helpers, did he?

[She can see it, his guilt. And she can't but want to make you feel better, Berry. You're nakama, family- so it's only natural for her to want to comfort you, as family does.]

I know.

She would want that, very much. I don't think Nii-sama would have a problem with it. I'm sure he'd appreciate it, despite him never saying so.

[Locked | Voice forever] *luff luff* T3T

[savior_n_black]

Rukia, if you're thinking I'm just going to let you help me, you're wrong.
It's all I can do just now to make up, even a little bit, of what I did.

So...might be better if you just...hell, I dunno. Hung out?






I...um...do need to ask you something, next time I see you, I mean.

[Locked | Voice forever] *noms on with luff forever* ;3;?

[noirnoshirayuki.livejournal.com]

[There's a pause, but she understands. If she were in his position, she'd say the same thing. She wouldn't want anyone helping to clean up the mess she made.]

I understand. I'll keep you company, then.

[It's said in a "I'll be around to talk and everything, if you want. You're not going to be at the estate all by yourself, though, I'll be there to nag you and be a pain in the ass, like always" manner, to try to cheer him up, even a little at this point. When Ichigo gets stuck in a funk, Rukia knows that that frown's gotta go, because emo Berry is never a good Berry.]

And I'll do my best to answer it when we see each other, then.

[Locked | Voice forever] *omnomnom's luff* ;3

[savior_n_black]

Thanks.

[For understanding. Because someone needs to forgive me for the things I can't forgive myself about.

And Ichigo would worry if she wasn't there to be a general pain in the ass, since there's comfort in routine.
But, whoo-boy. He's hoping like hell she doesn't get too mad at him for bringing an arrancar home.]