I get what you're saying, but here's the thing; I have beaten him. I keep having to fight him over, and over...and every time I beat him, I think.....I think I get a little more like him?

It's hard to explain. Just that I fight him, and won't ever stop, but this whole virus thing makes me wonder if he's a lot closer to me than I like to think he is.

I dunno. It's hard to explain, and I don't want to sound like I'm just worrying about "what could have happened", since that's not really it. I'm more wondering how close to that edge between doing what I have to to protect the people I care about...and losing sight of what's right. You know?