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Man, I remember when I was a kid that Christmas took forever. Now, I'm almost dreading it. Ugh.

Well, anyway, I know there's a ton of people I need to figure out gifts for, so if the lot of you don't want mix CD's, and flash drives for your Ipods, better speak up now!

((OOC: Excuse to use my icons before they're gone. Pointless post is pointless >.>;

Edit: For some reason I'm not getting notifs right now, so apologies for slow tags ;; ))

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[ Snags the Ipod, pressing a couple buttons, then pops the earbuds in Ggio's ears.

There, Kitten, enjoy some mixed playlists. ]

You're not getting your present early, you know. No use hinting.

[His face lights up in an :O expression. Ooh, musics!

But it doesn't distract him long, poking Ichigo in the ribs.]

Fine! Then you'll have to wait for your's, too.

[ Leeeeans away, then juggles his laptop with knees so he can poke back :| ]

I'm not the one dropping hints all the time.

[Squirms under pokings, and rolls away!]

I'm not dropping hints!

[Oh, but Ggio has all the subtlety of a rock painting a blaring neon green. All the sway looks and him prancing about the bedroom totally didn't mean he was going to be naughty for the holiday.]

[ It's a really good thing Ichigo is as dense as a whole box of rocks, because he figures it's Ggio trying to get his present early. ]

Yes you are.

[Sticks his tongue out at bb, then sighs, eyes on the wall as he idly swings his feet in the air.]

I remember the last time everyone was talking about this stuff, on the community. Hard to believe it's been that long already.

[ Glancing up, then. ]

...What did you do last year?

[Sits up, bringing his knees to his chest, looking warmly at Ichigo before directing his gaze to the ceiling.]

About this time last year, I was only just starting to meet people from the community, since I had learned to use the computer and could read well enough then.

[Falls quiet for a moment, eyes dropping down to his wriggling toes.]

This was about the time I first started really talking to Grimmjow, too. First time he really noticed me.

[Which meant it was almost a year ago that he started taking those first few steps out of his shell - none too gently, but he can't be too bitter over everything (and he doesn't try to dwell on how soon it'll be the one-year mark or another incident, too). He smiles, eyes opening to Ichigo.]

Funny how things change. I was such a brat back then, I never would have guessed I'd ever find myself here in the living world, and with the guy who took on all of Soul Society.

[ The mention of how much Ggio's life has changed gets a small smile, but he also frowns a bit curiously. ]

You don't....you don't regret it. Right?

...No. Not at all.

[His smile may have wavered a bit during that pause, but it doesn't drop.]

Not everything that happened was good, I admit, but if even one thing had changed, I don't think I'd be here. I never would have become this... this person.

[He looks down at his own spread hands, and if they maybe start to tremble, he covers it up by clenching them into fists.]

I'm glad I was able to see and learn about so many things. I'm glad I met everyone. I'm glad to be with you.

[ Setting his laptop back on his desk, just so he can stand, and switch around sitting in his desk chair, and using the bed as a foot stool to sitting on the bed, and using the chair for the same.

Whoever said boys don't snuggle should be shot ~~because they just don't do it in public~~.

Warm Kitten is warm, mrrr...]

I'm glad you're here, too.

[ Can't help being easy with Ggio, despite wanting to touch him, either. Ichigo is really worried about you, bb. He caught that trembling. ]

Mmn.

[Curled against his chest and in his lap, it would be so easy to fall asleep, here, safe and warm. But Ggio sighs, a little shakily. He knows he's been sleeping too much, and not of his own will, and doesn't want to ruin these happy times with what he was almost positive was happening to him.

He lifts his head, pressing his lips to Ichigo's cheek, keeping them there.]

Hey, do me a favor?

[ Tries to smile, too. If only he could figure this out on his own - without his hollow's input! ]

Sure. What do you need?

[Turns, to properly straddle him, but despite the position the way he holds Ichigo's face in his hands, and kisses him, is tender.]

Don't be gentle.

[He knows he's precious to you, Ichigo, but doesn't want to be treated like glass. He refuses to break, and will overcome this like everything else - no matter what it took.]

[ You know what? Fuck it. He's just going to indulge in more kisses for a little bit.

...But, when they do finally come up for air, Ichigo sighs, and just leans his forehead against Ggio's. ]

There's something really wrong. Isn't there.

...Yeah.

[A hand idly pets down a shoulder, and Ggio's lashes almost obscure his eyes, trying to think of how to word the terrible gut-feeling he had.]

I don't think it's working, anymore. And not just because he's still mad at me, I think. It's been getting worse. [His eyes close.] I've got to eat.

[The combination of being in the living world, so weak in spiritual energy, and of being stuck in a body that suppressed any ability to draw in what reishi was available was seriously starting to take its toll on Ggio. Even with how vast Ichigo's power was, feeding off that wouldn't solve this problem in the long run, and with Shiro likely displeased with the arrancar Ggio wasn't getting the sustenance he needed.

He was starving, slowly by surely. But satisfying that hunger meant he needed to consume souls, or something equally as rich, and that would mean countless souls would not be purified. A dilemma he didn't want to bring up to Ichigo, knowing of the conflict in the choice he would have to make.]

[ He didn't want to admit it, especially not to Ggio, but ever since Halloween, Ichigo had been feeling more, and more nervous over the way the little arrancar seemed to be sleeping a lot. Now that the words were out there, he couldn't help a surge of anger at his own inability to make things better.

He'd promised to look after Ggio, after all. What good would that promise be, if Ichigo couldn't help with the first major problem they had? ]

We'll go see Urahara, soon. He made that gigai, so he should know something we could do.

[ Cuddling outright, now. He can't help worrying about you, Ggio, and that sense of helplessness is the one feeling Ichigo hates having the most. ]

Okay.

[Welcoming the cuddles, he tucks his head against Ichigo's shoulder. If he could, Ggio would never speak of the pain he was in - that gnawing at the core of his soul that was growing at a maddening pace, to the point that he slept not only out of exhaustion but for relief from the hunger.

Thankfully, moments like this helped so much to ease that pain, when he could be distracted by the wonderful, encompassing warmth and scent of Ichigo.]

It'll be okay, Ichigo. We'll figure something out. [A small kiss, to that juncture of neck and shoulder.] Don't worry.

[ Nodding against Ggio's hair, he doesn't speak. Mostly because he's trying to focus enough to gather reishi - just enough to take the edge off that hunger, because Ggio being so exhausted bothers him.

Nosing along a jaw, it's easy to catch the smaller boy's lips, but the screwed up expression of concentration tells how difficult this is for Ichigo. He's literally fighting Shiro to take more of that hollowfied reishi to give to Ggio. It's difficult, but Ichigo is relentlessly stubborn if nothing else, and with a small growl of frustration, manages to give over a measure of his hybridized power....actually it's a bit like covering Ggio in reishi, and letting the little arrancar consume as much as he can for that short length of time Ichigo can draw on his inner hollow's power. ]

[It's only a little, but every little bit counts, and right now it's more than enough. With a hand grasping the back of Ichigo's head Ggio kisses him deeply, to both take in that reishi and in a way try to reach as deep as he can spiritually - to that inner hollow that even now the arrancar wants to appease, even if he can't promise any kind of loyalty to him.

And not just because it would hurt Ichigo, but because Ggio knows he can't do it truthfully, with Shiro's intuiton picking up on that conflict within Ggio, of the terrible decision he very well may make.

But for now, it's enough to just feed on what little power offered he can, and feel the immediate relief in how he sighs, relaxing in content and not lethargy. He doesn't feel so sluggish, and when he does finally pull away he looks up to Ichigo with gratitude and vitality shining in his eyes.

Feeling a bit euphoric, even, he smiles, and leans in to kiss Ichigo with more feeling. Thank you...]

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