That's just... not how it works. You don't know how powerful Barragan is - not that any arrancar here is as powerful as Aizen-sama, but Barragan's power... It's terrible, the things he can do.
The strong survive, simple as that. I wasn't one of them, but Barragan spared me anyway. I could thank him, in a sick way, even though I didn't know how little life meant to me until Grimmjow happened. I've endured this before and I'll continue to do so, because worse than just killing me he could put Grimmjow through the worst kind of death if he knew that's where my loyalty lies. He could take it out on Charlotte or Avirama or - hell, damn near anyone else here.
We've all gone through one form of hell or another, and it doesn't stop as easily as wanting it. I haven't forgotten who what I am. I'm an arrancar, and this is how we 'live'. Even if everyone from the community wants differently... it's not something we can change that simply.
Besides... he said he'll make that change happen, and I'll believe him.
Even if we could leave, where the hell could we go? We'd starve anywhere but Hueco Mundo, we would have the take other's souls, and the whole damn war would be taken somewhere else.
Anyway... aren't we supposed to be enemies? Why would you care what happens to us?
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[locked] sorry for the tl;dr XD;
Date: 2009-06-07 08:25 pm (UTC)That's just... not how it works. You don't know how powerful Barragan is - not that any arrancar here is as powerful as Aizen-sama, but Barragan's power... It's terrible, the things he can do.
The strong survive, simple as that. I wasn't one of them, but Barragan spared me anyway. I could thank him, in a sick way, even though I didn't know how little life meant to me until Grimmjow happened. I've endured this before and I'll continue to do so, because worse than just killing me he could put Grimmjow through the worst kind of death if he knew that's where my loyalty lies. He could take it out on Charlotte or Avirama or - hell, damn near anyone else here.
We've all gone through one form of hell or another, and it doesn't stop as easily as wanting it. I haven't forgotten
whowhat I am. I'm an arrancar, and this is how we 'live'. Even if everyone from the community wants differently... it's not something we can change that simply.Besides... he said he'll make that change happen, and I'll believe him.Even if we could leave, where the hell could we go? We'd starve anywhere but Hueco Mundo, we would have the take other's souls, and the whole damn war would be taken somewhere else.
Anyway... aren't we supposed to be enemies? Why would you care what happens to us?